"...yet the feeling still existed that this time the door would be slammed shut behind me..."

"Each time I returned to Prague after a long while playing outside of Czechoslovakia I felt nervous. I knew all my papers were in order, I knew no one had the jurisdiction to stop me from leaving again, yet the feeling still existed that this time the door would be slammed shut behind me. With me on the wrong side of passport control."

(ref. "HANA" p 153)